It’s been 3 months.
3 months since I’m not working, 2 months since I’m traveling.
Somebody said to me, not long after I’ve arrived to San Francisco about the “traveller mind”. The attitude, the mind set people on the road develop. The curiosity you have, openness, energy you create and receive mostly from the random people you’re meeting every day. The guy, who introduced me to this concept has settled down in San Francisco good couple years ago, but he in his mind set he is still travelling. He still keeps that attitude close to his heart. Maybe that’s the way to live. I don’t know.
I feel overwhelmed recently a lot. I’ve been crying a lot, and not really feeling low, but just overwhelmed with the whole experience. Can it be too much, too good, too fast? I think that’s what it is.
It’s not the miracle of the last 2 months. Don’t be fool by my love to San Francisco. It’s a great place, its a great place to experiment with yourself, dive even deeper within yourself. However, my journey has not started 3 months ago, but 3 years. 3 long years, where with no break, as you cannot take a break from your yourself, working on me, myself and I.
I guess I have this need to summarise this journey. Acknowlage how far I’ve come. I feel like I dive as deepest as human being can. I know sooo much about myself. I mean I’m still learning, and will learn until end of my life, but I pretty much master all my main drivers behind any behaviour, reaction or feeling I have.
The fact I have discovered that my left hand is my dominant hand is huge. It just shows how in tune I am with my body, soul & mind. My parents did not even know that! Sometimes you don’t need a proof, or other people confirmation to know what is true. I just know. I just know….
This weekend I have discovered an old industrial part of San Francisco, which now is becoming metal, glass living space. I cannot even hide my disapproval for the direction this city is going. What a shame, what a waste. Apparently Portland, Oregon or Austin Texas are becoming a new San Francisco haha who knows maybe that’s my next stop. Here you go couple pictures I quickly took on the way there & back home . All taken with my phone and the first shot is posted!
3 thoughts on “It’s been 3 months”
3 long years….but definitely worth it.
It’s been a tough road for you but you’ve come so, so far and should be very proud of yourself xxx
ps. there needs to be contrast in the world, it helps you see the beautiful!
My Angel always with me! Looking after me, and making sure I see. Love you xxx
Awww bless you
Love you too xx